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had a great duty yesterday. I think im improving. im still forgetting some things though. :)
so today i was with Mam Rye, Mam Rhona and Mam Rose :)
this was my first time endorsing to the OR. I knew some of the things mam rose asked,but there are times that i was kinda scared of her :| i dont know. maybe because the first encounter i had with mam rose was at station 1 and she got mad at our group for being too noisy inside the station and the next was she getting mad at me for the hydrocort in station 4 :| soo im still a bit scared whenever she asks me stuff. I was reading the charts alot now. it was learning from the previous encounters with the consultants.
I got caught up again with everything that was going on inside the station :| I dont know what was happening. I was doing alot of things, and time seems to run soooo fast. but i was all over the place :|
I like helping out everyone who approach me, but maybe that was the one that makes me forget the things i needed to accomplish. I was bring charts downstairs, getting meds, assisting patients, answering students questions. i forget some of the things i was supposed to do, like call the IM resident about my patients inquiries. maybe it was also the fact that i was not a phone person. i must admit, i dont like talking to anyone via phone :| unless it was someone i really really really love to talk too.. soo calling doctors was not my cup of tea. but it was part of my duty as a nurse. im actually learning to answer the phone quite well. :) not passing the phone to mam rose as much na :P :) hahaha
but a lot of things caught up to me today. task that i should have done first. and the pharmacy got really mad at me for my late CM. soo another lesson learned. check everything!

and maybe on of the things i actually realized was if i was gonna continue my ever so approachable self, then i must use a post it note as reminders of things i need to do. make things easier. it might be a bit expensive on my part, but it lessen the chances of me forgetting things :)

my friend mei told me, if i was really an approachable person or i was kinakawawa lang :| she told me i did it during our C2 days. i dont really remember bein treated that way i mean kinawawa.. but i dont know, maybe they saw it that way.

i also remembered Miss P's lovenote.. i was a person who seldom complains at any request or orders. I dont know why, but i like helping out patients, students, fellow staff or anyone that needs me. and maybe it plays as a disadvantage sometimes because it eats up the time i need to get my own stuff done. and it kinda distracts me from doing some of the important things. :| i dont know. things i still have to learn. :) i hope my post it method will help me tomorrow. i think the bigger clipboard helped :) hahaha

wish me luck tomorrow! :) i wanna have a clean strong duty tomorrow :) as in pulido!! :D hahaha been a week and im still messing up at things. nahihiya narin kasi ako minsan. :| but i know that is the only way i can learn din. by asking.
i just hope they wont give up on me :|
i know i can live up to their expectations.

they say its about pulling your share of the weight, i have to be super willing to learn for them to teach me. and i am :) im actually enjoying. im starting to like station 4. :) it wasn't my first choice, but i think even mam maternal and mam jo saw something in me.. maybe that i can really grow in station 4 :) and im starting to believe that :) ive been soo comfortable in the other stations, maybe its time to be exposed in the area i was sort of avoiding. :)

im loving my station 4 family :)

so this is a early ThankYOU for everything. :D and for the things that you guys will still teach me :) sorry if i ask alot of questions, especially when im in doubt. thankyou for the patience and all :) i hope il be staff nurse like you guys nadin :D see you sa mga duties! sana makasama ko kayo lahat :>

01-25-12