3°

this was the most i-dont-know-what-to-do-or-think day!
i woke up earlier than usual with that feeling of someTHING will happen today. and guess what.. something did! :)) my mom first told me to fix my resume, which i did. there was nothing to fix actually, i just needed to add a photo (quick paint scan-paint job). Few minutes after my mom left, someone called me. Interview for a certain Hospital... in 1 hour!! i dint have my resume printed, or anything photocopied. I dint have anything to wear! my shoes were missing! Inshort i was a complete and utter mess.
i got to the hospital, went to the admission office and handed in my resume. i filled up the form needed. took 3 exams. the comprehensive one was a killer! atleast the abstract was kinda fun. then there was like a complete-a-sentence exam :| it was sooo hard to answer everything. next thing i know, i was paying for my Medical Exam, getting my Xray, peeing for urine sample (duh! wiwi sympre! :)) ), the med tech took some blood and it was all done! "come back tomorrow for the results" they said. "SEE YOU TOMORROW, DONT BE LATE!"
First day of Orientation tomorrow :| </3 goodbye bum days! :| helloooo.. work? maybe.. we shall see. i shall bring my A game!! watchout i might be the nurse taking care of you! :))) this is it naaa!! omyyygaaad! wish me luck?

ps: no food was consumed today.. inshort.. i dint eat anything before going to the hospital..  :| hahaha late lunch! 430pm! booom! :)) thank you for the half cup rice and 1 can of sardines :)))

ok part 2 the lighter and happier side of day 3. Today is my sisters Birthdaaay!! :)

this was taken like.. few years back :)) HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR AWESOME SISTER!

ofcourse we prepared a small "Handa" for you :) hahaha even if your soo faaaaaaaar away! we did celebrate your birthday last year! :)) but still!! waaaaah your old na! :))

Mom's Kaldereta, Spag and some lumpia :) owww.. we also have Arizona!! :)) oh yeaa. theres flan, ube and fruit salad as well :P :) hahaha happy birthday!!

sooo.. i began to panic tonight. i really feel kinda.. stupid? like i forgot everything i learned during my 4 years in college.. i felt a little bad.. soo i rummaged through my old review stuff and found my old notebook/logbook.. and saw this 

love letter from Sir Ferdie (of Pentagon)

it was kinda nice to see this :) my self esteem was on an all time low a while ago.. i think i regained some with this :) and maybe the memories of my mentors, my clinical instructors who really believes in me :) 

Weakness is not a bad thing.. it only means you still have room to grow. to learn. to improve :) i know my weakness.. time to prove to myself i can learn this! :) wish me luck tomorrow! 

01-03-12